One Thing Me and My Brother Agree On is Timing is Everything. And He Recently Taught Me There is No Such Thing As Bad Timing There Is Only Perfect Timing. You Are Simply On Time To Be Apart of A Fucked Up Situation. If So My Fuck Up Was as Punctual as Possible. I Picked The Perfect Time To Start Slowing Up and Slacking Upon The Cupse of The Young Money Emerge. For Me To Had Start Trying to Grow a Small Young Empire, It Would Seem Like The Best One Possibly Out Gained Instant Success. I started to Question Whither or Not Could I Get Sinphony Flowchestra and Sky R.O.C.C.K to That point. From A Year and Half Ago When I Entered That Garage July of 08 With My Brother Sin and Precisely 300 Beats/Songs later Where Am I?! Without Some That I Loved and Gained New Ones, A Few Considered Bad Habits, Memories I wish I Could Remember and Some I Wish I Could Forget. Sleep and Eat Paterns as Random as Lotto. Im still here the Same. I figured I took The Long Way Somewhere Along The Way I made a Mistake and Thinking About That Now There is no way to tell Where That Is. Brings Me To The Point Where I Start Over. I feel The Only Difference In Me is I Learned, Now There Is A Change in The References I Use To Make Decision. And That is No Individuals Fault. The Second Issue Is Where?! Where Do You Start The Change, Where Does The Problem Really Exist. And out Of Your Own Eyes There Is Only So Much You Can See. So I Start In The Only Place I and God Can See. My Heart. I know That has formed Differently From Being Bruised Hurt or What Not and How It Healed. I Know Since I Gave It The Help of GreyGoose and Green Im pretty sure It Never Made it Back To Perfect Form. Now Where Do My Life, School, Music Girls prioritize to Me. I Dont Even Know. Cause I Knew I Felt The Same About Them All. So I Had Finally Reached "Fuck It" Like Ima Do What I Want and Do What I need to. And Im Not Stupid, I Know What Needs To Go On. Some Things Arent Necessary To Accomplish The Main Goal. and I Consider My Capabilties and Ask Myself Have I Exhausted All Of Those, and Mainly To Have Enough Faith In Who I Am to Do It. And I Knew I Had Tha Same Feeling When I was Young. Nobody Could Tell You Shit, You Beleived You Could Do Anything Fly, Fight Crime, and Be The President. And You Know Maybe Jumping Off The Top Bunk With Fake Wings Was Close Enough For You Its What Gave You That Feeling Of Flying Enough To Satisfy. And You Was Happy. So I started Not Putting Anything Out Of My Range. Cause One Mill or Three Mill Either One Is Still Rich, and I cant Say I Wont Be Happy With One. I always Heard Alot Of People Say They Havent Gotten What They Deserve In A Positive Way, But I always Wonder If They Feel What They Have Gotten What They Deserve For Doing Bad. Sometimes Those Are Difficult To Weigh. But I Do Know Based Upon My Decisions Everyone Around are going to experience times where they either Desrved or Didnt Deserve What Happen Based On The Result. As Selfish and Fucked Up It Sounds We Cant Dwell, We Have To Move On. I Understand I Have Alot Of People That Ride on My Decisions, at The Least Ill Make The best Decisions But Also Know I Have To Live and I want Things You Yourself Cant Give To me So Lets Ride It Together. My Music My Love My Life Will Manifest when The Time is Right. So From Now Its Yes or No for Everything I Have Choices To Make and Just Be Ready, Just Know Some Bullshit is Going To Happen Cause We Make Mistakes But Know Its Going To be Some Good Times. And Thats Based On You. Its Ironic Im About To Be Waiting For My Perfect Timing....
