"The Four Brothers...and Ill Stand Out Like Andre 3K"

Man, umm, im trying to put what i feel into words right now so bare with me.Ive Reached a new high..Like i told yall i was jamming the "Let the Beat Build" and "Mr.Carter" yesterday and a few other joints, like Dr.Carter. and i just got into this like a zone of just spazzing, and i just run off at the mouth on that "let the beat build song" and its like, I realized my competition in this Game, is not these squares in my neighbor hood or dudes at these showcases or other artist in thats not signed. My Competition is my "brothers" Who are Sean Carter, D'Wayne Carter, Kanye West (Mr.H to the Izzo)..I felt Like This tie between them yesterday, Its like they made it, and im next..and its stupid stuff that makes ties, lets see carter 3 then the graduation, then me, i graduated in three years, i only own 3 sean carter cds and only 3 common songs between them released. "Hello Brooklyn" "Barry Bonds" and "Mr.Carter". I love Them all, I wonder, If I would have ever got hyped about Hip Hop without those 3. I love other rappers like Eminem and Joe Budden Lupe Fiasco and Pharrel Etc. But those are like cousins cuz i fucks with them hard you know. But you know how cousins are, they come around ever so often, and its always like a high time when they do, and you never really have beef with them, but when they leave its like back to the normal shit?! Like eminem and joe havent really dropped music like that, i mean Joe dropped mood muzik 3 and i jammed that months straight then what..gone, gotta wait tell he visit again.but my brothers i just keep seeing them. and its like sometimes i love them and sometimes I hate them especially Wayne . Like i always played devils advocate when it came to defending his music, Like one day we cool, next day we got beef. Even in my "Let The Beat Build" Freestyle i say "D, straight up n down, sometimes I hate You bro, Everytime You Dropped a Drought I Re-Up on H20". Like I felt that Im getting left behind and i feel like I gotta step it up if im going to keep up. I created like this tunnel vision of music to where anything my brothers do i gotta to do damn near or better. and I think it helps, me wanting to be like my cousins and brothers. wanting to get to that point in my career, when i can say I did it, Im at the Top. Its Like This Point of no return where you cant fall off. And Im Pushing for it.Its in my reach. The Yung R.O.C. Watch ME.. Like My older Borther Told Yall Years Ago...This is Family Business..
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