I was reading up on what my boy Fresh Daily was up too, hes straight!..about to rock the Brooklyn Hip Hop Festival, Go Check His New Joint With My Second Favorite Unsigned Rapper Mickey Factz, Ill Post it up later on today, But The Subject At Hand also Quoted From Fresh. Coupled and Bored or Single and Lonely?!.Ok, so the single life isnt all its cracked up to be when heads are all boo'd up in your grill. On one hand youre happy for their happiness but on the other hand you might be like, random partners feel trivial after a while. There are plusses and minuses to this thing. I've been torturing myself a lil bit too needlessly as well. I'm good though now. I've seen all I needed. You know how when you're a kid, you LOVE hot dogs? They seem to be the best tastiest thing, then later you find out that they're composed of all the leftover pig/animal parts and sodium nitrates and colors and shit. You be like, "eh, I'm good." I'm kinda there now. I'm good, son. The scenarios I'm semi-pseudo involved and engaged in currently are so on rocky ground and almost non-existent I wonder if they exist on this plane of existence. But maybe because it's been like a month and summer has these broads looking so RIGHT.
I think also, it's the WHO I WANT vs. WHO WANTS ME factor. Cuz like, the ones I want, and pursue even the tiniest but, it doesnt pan out, like AT ALL. They actually run away the opposite direction sometimes. The ones that want me, I'm very non-plussed about. It's kind of like, "oh, this def wouldnt be my first choice but its flattering". See and then that fux with my self-esteem like, "can I only attract the ones that I'm not really digging?" & "am I reaching?" like, "is she outta my league?" but there really is no "league". Fuck, that. Bitches gotta boo-boo same as us, nigga!
*lol @ me reassuring myself*
I'm kinda on my shallow shit now cuz you have to be happy with your decisions in the long run. You'll wake up one day in your relationship questioning yourself if you couldnt've done better. I mean, if you're truly happy with what you've got despite it not meeting all your ideals because you've found true love, don't really question that shit. Otherwise, I'm like, dont settle, son. Do not.
Church to my boy Fresh...
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